Two weeks have passed since I made the change to destroy my gaming computer. Externally all is normal. Internally, I went through an intense period of darkness in the sense of the attacks of the spirits of darkness. So much of my past, the present, and even the future have daunted my soul. Apparently I have opened up a spiritual realm of experiences that I struggle to put into words. Right now I cannot make much sense of this valley. I continually go back to the scriptures and proclaim what I know. The flood of thoughts are overwhelming. Many things are coming up that I had considered conquered and in the past-and they are covered by the blood of Christ.
So the question is where do I go from here? I would not say I am doing more, but I am reflecting and evaluating more. I am reading more and for some reason resting more-perhaps the deep depths of a February winter? I am doing what seems appropriate. I am waiting on the Lord and His power will descend and move the mountains.
So the question is where do I go from here? I would not say I am doing more, but I am reflecting and evaluating more. I am reading more and for some reason resting more-perhaps the deep depths of a February winter? I am doing what seems appropriate. I am waiting on the Lord and His power will descend and move the mountains.
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